Vulnerable Side of Me

Overdue Post (Dec 2006)

My blog has been dead for quite sometimes now. Life has been revolving kinda slow around me lately

and the past 2 months were not something I would wanna go through again. Many might

be surprised reading what I wrote for I was always the cheerful, and carefree girl.

Things change so suddenly and problems arise one after another. But I guess this is life after all -

there's always ups and downs. I juz have to endure with it.

Dun get me wrong. I'm not in trouble, nor have I had any bad accidents. I'm juz suffering

from a bad depression, being rather pessimistic on things and easily worried. I felt vulnerable.

Maybe I was being too paranoid, thus zits (or was it oil seeds?) starts popping out on certain

parts of my face, especially on my forehead and left cheek. Tho not serious, but afew dots here

and there is enough to make things worse for me. Devastated and lost of

self confidence, my self esteem totally went down to zero.

I consider myself lucky to have an understanding bf and close friends to share

my problems with. They were very supportive and I really appreaciate them for

always being there for me. I was really touched when my bf sms-ed me yesterday nite

saying - "Whatever happens, I will always stay by your side".

A simple sentence that makes a whole lots of differents to me.

Thank you so much for everything. :hugs: :hugs: